Things aren't improving...

Dear Sortasmart,

I have seen your posts and do not doubt that you are (smart).  But you are also strong and resourceful.  Those traits were probably instilled in you by your parents either intentionally or thru fate. Nevertheless you do possess them.

With age comes wisdom and at some point, you will look back at your romantic breakups and realize that they were not mistakes.  Even though you felt at the time that the young man you felt you had so  much in common with and was a source of strength was not man enough to be a partner to you.  And it is far better to learn that before experiencing a failed marriage or bringing children into the picture.

So some of the things which have happened and you have overcome, have actually prepared you to understand and seek the things that will enhance your life and the people who will share and support your dreams in earnest.

Please know that the majority of us praying for you are not proselytizing, people do care and you are worthy of a happy fulfilling life so do not short change yourself.

Blessings,

Elaine 

Please don't leave your religious rhetoric on my site. Please. I am not going to

go to your site and attempt to proselytize you, so please don't do so to me. My

beliefs are my beliefs and you should respect that. 

Hey don't blame God for your problems...He is the reason why you are even still alive today...If I were you I would start thinking about where I wanted to spend eternity HEAVEN or HELL...It's your choice...There is suffering in this world and God does care about it...He is fixing to come again and take those that are ready out of here and all the mess this world is in...Read the signs...HE IS COMING VERY SOON...SO GET READY TO GO...If not you will suffer worse than what you are now...I don't want to stay here...I am ready to go...It is your choice

School won't ever be over. I'll have to drop out over this. God doesn't care about me at all; God doesn't really care about anything at all. Look at all of the suffering in this world... if God 'cared', he'd intervene, but eh, it's okay. I don't want to challenge your religion or anything like that, I just wish that a human that could do something would care. Thank you for your reply though. 

You are not alone, repeat that to yourself often, God has not left you he is their if you call out to him. Surrender everything to him and he will come to you, we were never meant to carry the weight of the world on our shoulders. School will be ending soon take one day at a time, call a crisis line to talk to someone and get the resources you need in your area. You are intelligent and capable of getting through this. Turn it over in prayer to God and he will hear you. Contact me via e-mail if you want to communicate, I am praying for you.